Thursday, April 18, 2013
Tammy and Elsa
Elsa and Tammy pt. 1
Tammy and her daughter Elsa watched neighborhood cars hiss by a late living-room window one lazy summer afternoon
cherry-lacquered awnings dripped summer moisture as sweat fervently gathered upon Elsa's auburn brow
blond highlighted and seared to a crisp as burnt matchstick fingertips from lightened sparklers of a leftover 5th of July procession
a polished hearse-like Chrysler rolled down fifth street one Saturday morning before a notable attack on homeland security ignited
we (this woman and I) were a well furnished, well-to-do, young-adulthood couple, gardening through emotional tumult
clinical ups and downs reciprocated
between modern after-school episodes
a censored evening television spoke through screened backdoor windows to us in what was to be regarded as
"a vague residential attempt at creating somewhat of a therapeutic environment."
ii) the evening kitchen boys
In August's after-hour playpen, a rotary fan whitened a cushioned perimeter of sticky marooned-crayoned recreation, when we were alive, myriad years ago, too cheap to cool our offspring, we'd crack a window and snooze through radiant Easter morning ceremonies, a sharpened butter knife resided beside my bedroom window, springtime never payed off in sullen suburbia, receipts of last years groceries still had to be recycled, you and I still hadn't begun being tired of Elsa's unnecessary aftermath.
iii) a stupid bloodless equator
Before you die, lovely lady, and I will not kill you
say you're gonna miss me when you're gone
these northern Pennsylvania battlefields are full of arid winter solace and nostalgic historical landmarks, for my deceased daughter I'll provide an antique palate of decorated brandy-wine and pretend she's dead already; now recall the beach of northern Maine that unendurable April, year of the last bicentennial, before you solemnly discovered my drinking problem, how I stole from the poor and gave to the rich adolescent drug dealers on Midwestern college campuses.
These sullen mansion corridors are faded azure and waxen, dingy in atmospheric dust-filled moonlight, beneath lunar billboard cycles a bible-belt interstate thrived on solar midnight luminescence, off hidden county highways, brilliantly electric and eclectically rural, these southern neon theaters brimming with baptist bigotry, apocalyptic and inbred, initiated in preeminent centuries of worn architecture
Elsa and Tammy pt. 2
Elsa and Tammy knew the hollow lull of those old Jersey roads
demurely dulled intricately between
lackadaisical seaside twining
off old ocean avenues of Wildwood's
seethed silent silhouettes all
seasick and sourly out of season, two young girls
scouring a vintage Atlantic city boardwalk of old splintered floorboard
pour me another through
dusty daytime barroom windows behind
velour varsity curtains of dusk-filled deceit,
bottles of lower-shelf bourbon and decade old grenadine
unkempt bedsores on her once motherly contoured thighs
thinned out throughout amphetamine seasons of
widowed debauchery unraveling lonesomely
down sinuous avenues
bleated eyes grown pale and tiresomely puffy
articulating routine days on end, what's the
bounty on your son Ms. Beatrice what
uncharted seaboard hillside settlement has he run off to now
amidst trailer park television seminars on how to duplicate
duplicate identification cards among artificial autumnal nests and
refrigerator campgrounds where
aluminum cans sweat, rust and carbonate
now anxiously her
feline eyes wept smeared water-colors onto a condominium lofted canvas;
an older brother incarcerated upstate,
their sibling camaraderie terminology is torturous and terminal.
We all lose sight of what's important here (Elsa)
local cathedral bells pealed in a remote churchyard cemetery ,
welcoming the forthcoming night a
distant freight train rattled a downstairs diamond
chandelier, an imitation boar's head antlers centered
a residential mantelpiece
an unearthly game of backgammon
threw a twisted shade onto her darkened
republican eyeliner
Elsa's bourgeois perfumes pervaded these conventional lemon stenciled corridors,
Tammy, the horoscope liaison lioness pulled another parliament from her senior year sleeve and backed onto fifth street
accountable for the weather now as the next girl
paint a zebra-striped tattoo on her family-room portrait
the center-city undertow is always sly and vacuous
resilient especially along these insidious downtown flats where
cigarette filtered alleyways would remain long after
Tammy and I discovered Elsa's body in the morning obituary headline
in black ink getting headonned in a hit and run
around midnight walking back from a dive along a main street sidewalk., her young tobacco lungs and feeble limbs climaxed into non-existence
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